its been an embarsing day...but its so sweet :)

oh my dear Jesus, tq so much for today...its been such a wonderful day...

though so embarassing...but its so sweet... :')

today, before lunch i realize tat my purse is not in my bag!! 

i rmb leaving my purse on d table outside d meeting room where all d QPS staffs are sitting...

nervously i told ms anne...& she actually told d others incase they did saw it...

i was scared...in my mind i was thking of all d hussle of making a new ic, making police report, going to d bank to unblock n get a new bank card!! ...i tried to not show my nervousness...though im "so sure" its not at home!...i told them tat i'll jz go back & check, and they all should not worry...

oh my gdness...its rite in my pocket :P 

happily but "a bit" shy...i went back to d hospital & join ms anne for lunch...

ms anne : "aiyo...yvonne, u dunno how Jason look for your purse...he went to d boxes, look around d table u're sitting & most of all he even korek d green tong sampah!!" 

i was thking..."oh my gdness....d green tong sampah? d dirty tong sampah wif all d tissue paper n food??"  :S

ms anne : "hahahaha...if its other ppl i thk surely he will ask tat person to korek herself!" 

huhuhu...I'M SO DAMN SHY!! ms anne, this is not d time to joke...im really so shy & so sorry...

oh my gdness...die lerr...i feel lk i wanna dig a hole n cover myself in it or at least jz hide underneath d table...

:')...although its so damn embarassing to be such a careless person...

but wat he did was soooo sweet...but, i thk its bcoz it involves incident report in QPS :P 

hehe...eee...its still so so sweetly unbelievable... :D 

oh no...i still don't know how to face him tmr...

ms anne suddenly told me tat i should "make more friends...n get around more ppl"...

i thk its jz d advice tat i need....

but, how do i get around being so shy around ppl? sigh** where do i start if tat is wat i want to learn? :( 

tq Jesus for everythg...

last nite was a sad nite...where i decided to really move on...
how? i actually thought tat by transfering my thoughts to thking tat i like Jason... :P 

& look what an embarassing thg happened today...

i didnt answer aaron's call last nite & ths morning...

partly coz i was sleeping & working...(though d ME would answer)

i thought of really letting him GO...he called again in d evening...it was a gd chat...as i hv so much to tell him...

mayb tats how it should be... izit?? i don't know...to let him go as far as he wants...& jz waits for him to come back...hopefully he will each & everytime :'( 

tq Jesus for everythg...wif all my heart & all my soul..