in my heart is full of sadness...
i couldnt let go...no matter how much i convinced myself that i could & i have...
but d truth is...i do not have alzheimer...
my love...
i gotta admit...
d person tat i love...does not loves me...
d person tat i love...has move on...
d person tat i love...is not d one for me...
d person tat i love...now is in love...& im d forgotten past tat will never be seen anymore...
my dream...
i wanted to care, i wanted to love...
i gotta admit...
d job tat i love...is not d job for me...
d job tat i love...slowly kills me of my happiness...
d job tat i love...kills d me inside me...
& i gotta admit...
i chose d wrong road...believing tat it is d right 1...
mum tried to stop me from doing nursing...
"nursing is not for you"...
i still go on wif it...
i fainted each time i see ppl in pain
"nursing is not for me"...
'we' graduated in d dean's list through all d ups & downs...
offers from other departments to join them..
despite being a little nurse who always gets scolding...
i joined back my ward to be a little nurse...
here i am...bang my head...
am i awake?? damn...
