came across ths article from yahoo wif a question "do you believe there is a soul mate out there for you?"
i use to sing "somewhere out there" b4 i met him...
now...ths song reminds me of a sad somewhere out there tat i tot has appear, is actually not T.T
hymm...dun really wanna disappoint my heart again but...will believing again...tat out there, there is a soul mate for me prepared for me from God, gave me hope n help me rise again?
there goes d OST from d taiwan drama "fated to love you" - ban qing ge and wo de kuai le...
be strong yvonne...Jesus will always love you...
went shopping today...haha...bought 2blouses, 1skirt, n 1dress (sumthg lk marilyn monroe's version kinda dress) fell in love wif myself when i had it on. - y are there so many nice clothes all around ths season? now i hv to bar myself from sunway...otherwise $$ will gonna fly away jz lk tat. "aiyo...buy so many clothes for wat? everyday u wear d uniform to work only wat!"
today i took out my student ID tat has my form4 (i thk) picture on it...n i showed my fren's bf as kim gary asked if we brought out student card. ting said "yeah,tats yvonne. SHE WAS VERY FAT!" haha...hey, as if last time im really SO FAT!! jz abit chubby rite?
ting is so hot rite now...slowly im sure she'll transform. i guess all of us will...we jz need to dare do it...n be a little hardworking. i rmb i had to promise myself tat i won't wear t-shirts anymore. i wanna look n make myself pretty. in "young discipleship" during d "garden time" i told father tat i saw ducklings swimming in a pond. to me they're not ugly...they're cute. but father asked me..."do u see urself as d ugly duckling" ...wow...tears flow lk nobody's business...its always lk tat...i seldom realize wats really inside my heart...yes, i do feel lk an ugly duckling...im sorry Jesus, not tat im not thankful for wat u gave me...but having low self esteem is really me...but i wont wanna be over confident, i dun wanna be bold...its nice to be humble as long as not too humble to d point ppl steps on ur head.
last say : tq Jesus...i might not be in d list of models n beauty queens but definitely...im not an ugly duckling tat i tot i am...ugly duckling has bcome a little swan! wink* tq Jesus!! wif tears of happiness n gratefulness*
its jz lk in d book of Job...no matter wat God allows or hv to allow...He will be there for us...to help us, to guide us, to fight wif us, to watch over us, to win d race for us...He loves us...n is waiting for our love back...
everyday, i promise to spend time in prayers wif God...n everyday...He waited n waited n waited...but here i am!! sitting in front of d comp 24/7 wasting my time!! so...gdnite...all i gotta do is promise myself tat i'll move on...promise myself tat i'll surrender my life 2Jesus n trust Him...n promise myself tat i will spend time each n every single day wif God! as He's all tat we'll ever need!
