Tuesday, March 8, 2011

it's all so wonderful now..

i realize in most of my post...
i hv been so emo...
n most of it is abt my relationships...
abt him...n d other him...
n now back wif him...
im so in love wif him...jz wanna hug him n be there for him for d rest of my life...
but it doesnt matter...
i only hope tat he will be happy forever...
n as long as i know tat he's happy...i will be too...
i'll cherish every single day tat God gave me...d chance to be wif him...n takes care of him...
i love him Jesus...n i love u so much...tq for everythg...

well, enuf abt my emo life....
in d ward now....wow...there's so many of my bedridden popoS kongkongS...
hymm...although its so scary...but i just love taking care of them...
they're really so cute...especially when they're confused...

S  - scenario
M - my thoughts

S:  i woke him up for antibiotics....but only succeeded after several attempts...
he woke up wif d deep breath - shock to see me ...he said "i dreamt of an angel coming to me..."
he smiled n say "its u!" 
M: luckily u din thought im a ghost...huhuhu....i really wish im an angel...though im not...i promise i'll always try to be 1...so sorry...i destroyed ur dream...it must be a gd 1...

S: popo asked..."y arent u asleep"?...i answer her "i cant, im working...popo go to sleep k?" den popo asked " y d tv havent sleep?" so i switched off d tv n said "okie....popo, d tv sleep ady" den popo asked again "y my leg havent sleep?" 
M: haha...popo, though i don't know how to answer u...but u're really so cute!!!!! thanks for making my day...dun be sad k? u'll fall asleep...jz close ur eyes k? muaxxx...

S: when d alarm rang, i answered d call bell...kongkong was nicely sitting on d wheelchair ady...d wife said tat she's cold....cant get out of d room but he wants to go 1 round around d ward on a wheelchair ride...so i brought him 1 round. he's so cute...his voice is so damn loud...i thk he wakes all my patients up n gave them a shock! he did try to lower down his voice....but it was still loud...so u can imagine how loud he is when he shouts! i brought kongkong back to his room after 1 round....he looks at his wife n persuaded her to brg him around...he's shy n doesnt want to bother me...but his wife tried to refuse....after scolding her in a loud tone for quite some time...he suddenly STOPS...SMILES...n said to his wife "tolonglah...hehehe" 
M: faint...oiiyoo...so cute!!!!!! lk tat oso can??? hehe...kongkong, u always uses ths method n it works rite? wink* dun be so naughty...pinch on d face*  

S: "yvonne, ur help is needed...popo talking in chinese...i don't und!" so i went to see popo...popo said "soup"
so i asked popo "erm...wat soup popo...popo thirsty? hungry?" popo den said "off d gas...dun forget to switch it off" 
M: fainted* popo...its 3am now...u're in d hospital oo...d next day...i heard from my colleagues...popo told d dr..."im now in hotel...grand dorsett" faint** 

S: d bell rang...it was popo on d 2nd bed...n i hv to pass through d 1st bed! hymm....i dun lk d her in d 1st bed!! so i tip toe in d room...n pass her by...i tot i successfully did it...coz her eyes was closed! job done...i tip toe towards d door again...n suddenly i heard..."y din call me aunty today?" 
M: aunty!!!!! i dun lk u!!!!!!!! if i like u...i'll call u 10 million times :) so be nice to me k? :P 

hehe...k lar...tats all for now...
darling wake up ady...he's hungry...n eating kuih there...so cute!!! naughty boy...
tq Jesus for everythg...i love You!!! 

Monday, March 7, 2011

Nelly - Just a dream (Lyrics)



it's only just a dream...
4mths ago...only 4mths ago...
i thought i finally moved on...
i thought tat i've finally found another guy tat i like...
a good guy...
a guy who is matured...stable...and GOOD...
i "THOUGHT"...

i met him in d hosp...
he was always there every night taking care of uncle...
n uncle was so cute...
looking at how he cares for uncle...
how much he loves his father...
it crossed my mind tat ths guy is so sweet...
tat how lucky his wife or gf will be...

n there he is..
i thought it was a fairytale...
when he came n ask me out
when he brgs me to d top of kl...to see d world
when i stop thking abt 'him' n start anew
when he say he loves me
when he ask me not to leave him
when he ask me to marry him

everythg was a lie...
n i was stupid...

wat am i doing here?
i don't know...
i stopped breathing normally when 'he' left me...
i started breathing again when i met him...
n now im wif d 'him' who stopped my breathing...
n i still love 'him'...

i finally met him again...
can't believe we actually had valentines day together...
yea...im in dreamland...
yvonne's disney dreamland... :P

when will i ever learn?
tat in d end everythg will only be a lie...
maybe...
maybe i'll only learn d day tat i stop breathing as a person...
d day i breathed out my last breath...