Nelly - Just a dream (Lyrics)

it's only just a dream...
4mths ago...only 4mths ago...
i thought i finally moved on...
i thought tat i've finally found another guy tat i like...
a good guy...
a guy who is matured...stable...and GOOD...
i "THOUGHT"...

i met him in d hosp...
he was always there every night taking care of uncle...
n uncle was so cute...
looking at how he cares for uncle...
how much he loves his father...
it crossed my mind tat ths guy is so sweet...
tat how lucky his wife or gf will be...

n there he is..
i thought it was a fairytale...
when he came n ask me out
when he brgs me to d top of kl...to see d world
when i stop thking abt 'him' n start anew
when he say he loves me
when he ask me not to leave him
when he ask me to marry him

everythg was a lie...
n i was stupid...

wat am i doing here?
i don't know...
i stopped breathing normally when 'he' left me...
i started breathing again when i met him...
n now im wif d 'him' who stopped my breathing...
n i still love 'him'...

i finally met him again...
can't believe we actually had valentines day together...
yea...im in dreamland...
yvonne's disney dreamland... :P

when will i ever learn?
tat in d end everythg will only be a lie...
maybe...
maybe i'll only learn d day tat i stop breathing as a person...
d day i breathed out my last breath...