a new beginning...

"Psychologists tells us that it requires SIX WEEKS of doing something everyday before something becomes a habit in our lives"
no wonder...he and i were together for 6weeks before we broke up the 1st time we were together.
If it takes 6weeks for me to "can't live without him" ..then i should recover in 6weeks too.

Say hello to goodbye...the lyrics are good...
just the right song about "us"
i wonder why are there so many common thgs btw us...but why are we not meant to be?
why did Jesus let me meet him? a guy that would never be mine...
it's me...im the problem...not him...
i don't have the confidence to be with him...

i have no reason to stay with him...
i have no reason to not let him go...
i will go...
can i go out to the world...and have a look?
a place where i can build a new me?

i hope...in 6weeks time...i will not find or thk of him..
never even will i peep into fb to know how is he doing...
i do not have the right to even know how is he....so why know at all?
yes, i will wonder..i will worry...but i will leave it all to the almighty Him...and now...
its time to focus on myself...my own growth...