low battery... :(

here i am... a nurse again...

all d doctors...d same reaction "oh,u're back!!!" :)
i wish to tell them "yes, i'm back my dear doctors!" but all i can do is give a big smile with a nod.

how are thgs? ermm...still struggling...

handling 12patients?? and keep every1 alive, well, happy??
no...i dun have d time :( i can't do it..

was in d morning shift yesterday & suppose to go see my children...

but i really couldnt find d courage to do so...

i canceled it! :(
i know everythg comes with a price...but i do not thk tat i could handle it...

my dear Jesus, im sorry i can't...

i can't take gd care of ur sick children in d ward..
& i also can't lead ur children in d home...no matter how much i want to...

im scared! i know i had not put enough time & effort in studying for them...
give me d strength...give me d strength to help them! please....

my dear Father,...

how i envy those who are in Madrid to gather together to meet You, to share Your love...

touch their hearts oh Lord,...

i hope to hear good news from them...

bless Lincoln who will be there alone...how brave of him...

bless Paul, Tina, Bernardine & all the pilgrims...

i really envy them alot...coz they're full wif love...your LOVE...

Here i am...low battery...

fill my cup oh Lord...i failed yesterday...

maybe that's why im so sad & all of a sudden...all the energy i have was drained out...

i will try again today...

reminding myself again & again tat watever is abt him has ntg to do wif me...

but heal him ok...i saw tat he's unwell again :(