Friday, March 12, 2010

again...

d popo i take care of go away ady lerr...
i really din expect ths at all...
i knew she was deteriorating...
but i really din expect her to leave so soon

i read my diary yesterday...
it says "cant wait to be a real nurse...
i will get my butt out there, make myself busy n serve d world"
n den i wonder where d hell has all ths feeling gone?
ths morning, after a nite in wonderland...
i woke up...d question pass my mind...
n i tot of d popo...
"yay!! im doing nite shift so i can take care of popo...
n make sure she's ok! can't wait to go to work to see her"
a msg pop out in d evening...
tat says she's no more there as she was coded early in d morning

wat am i feeling now?
it felt lk a big slap on my face...
n im a walking ghost!
she asked me "will i get better"
i said "of course u will!! u will, ok?u will!"

they say "be thankful"
its true...
tq Jesus, for giving me a chance to know popo,
to care for her, to find n know back my passion in nursing through ths popo.
she's home now...i should be happy rite? tq Jesus for everythg!
dear little popo, tq n may u RIP.

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