no regrets

wat am i feeling now?
i thk inside...its bleeding...
but den, d wound is covered now
i finally chose to gather all my courage n tell him
tat i love him still...
its almost past 24hrs already...
with no reply...i guess any dummy would know d answer

i asked myself will i regret telling him...
getting turn down again? n getting my face all scratched up?
i hope d answer stays on...NO REGRETS.
im proud of myself...:) its somethg...
tat little or none will choose to do
tat i myself never thk i would choose to do...

i know from ths step onwards...
i will finally move forward n NEVER look back again...
lk i've always did
having taken ths step...
i thk i shud know now...tat i hv to be brave...
as ths road has to come to an end.
hope has to die...
but a new flower...a more beautiful 1 i hope will grow
fingers crossed**

looking back, i really never dare dream i will find some1 i love tat much...
being really stubborn...

i chose to keep it deep in my palm, n din wanna let go

eventhough deep down inside i know it doesnt belong to me...

there r thgs tat God will say NO...

Jesus, how i wish its a YES...

but i will accept ur NO...

n trust u...coz u ask me to...

hehe...n coz i dun hv any choice

i abide :) jz stay close to me

n gv me d strength to move forward

"ask n u shall receive"

therefore "my Lord, gv me d strength tat i need"

-love-