a blessing in disguise...

d ent/gynae ward

2months ago,

when i found out i was posted to ent/gynae for management...

i cried! n i cried real badly!

lk i was crazy...

sem4 :

i was scolded (shouted actually) by a very pretty staff nurse for d 1st time in history...

all i answered her was "ermm...but his wife is inside"

she chased me n shouted "is d patient's wife suppose to do ur work??"

fainted** i really din mean to not do my work...n i was jz asking! but i really din know tat even patient's wife is in d room...i still hv to help my patient get dress up!! scratching my head** sigh**

my 1st reaction when some1 shouted at me...was to runaway...so i ran for my life!

i din mean to be rude...but to her i was rude! n there goes im chopped..."ketua kongsi gelap"

as im d group leader tat sem! fainted*

"ths haunted me for almost a year!!" cried so long...thking am i wrong? am i? am i?  :(

sem5 :

"hah??? i hv to go back to d ward for practical for 2weeks??"

cried again** i feel tat they all hated me!! :S

BUT...God really blessed me...

guess wat...d 2weeks im posted there... :P...

there wasnt even once tat im in d same syift as her...hahaha...

God really heard me crying!!

sem6 :

management in ent/gynae???????????

wink* now u see y i said...i cried lk i was crazy?! :P

BUT...

thgs really really really hv been so beautiful...

it was d best posting tat i've ever had!!

how they taught us without looking down on us...

how they forgive me for my wrongs...

how they accept tat im a student n i don't know much...

how they make sure tat someday i may be perfect lk them...

how they never gave up though i always forget thgs :P

how they joke wif us...

how they make us feel special wif d damn bold sdmc students...

tq very very much staffs of ent/gynae...

oh yea..forgot to mention kak mega n also kak su...

u guys are all so great!

n kak mega, i'll never forget u...u're really a superwoman!

huhuhu...love u all so much!

i really hope to work in ent/gynae bcz of u alll...

but...i really wanted to work in d onco ward...

its y i bcome a nurse :(

i wanna care for d terminally ill n d dying...i wanna be there for them...

how i wish ent/gynae is d onco ward :(

im so sad...now its already d end of my 2months of posting...

oh yea...4got to mention : d staff nurse left n went to saudi already...tats y :P

now those left are all d angels!

tq so much for everythg especially deputy bimel...u're really so special! u make my days in ent/gyane so beautiful...n u really taught me alot!

tq so much also to my mentor..sn fizah...tq so much for everythg....n so sorry for all d troubles i've caused u.

not forgetting deputy noriza...sn teong...sn suriana...n all of u...for teaching us n making us feel lk home!!

love u all so much!! God bless u all...