the rest is still unwritten...

2010...

its now 2010...
time flies...
2009 ended jz lk tat...
i wanna rmb it all...
but i wanna forget it all...
rmb it to keep somethg beautiful tat i thought was a present to me
forget it coz im a nobody n i know its time to let go as some1 new has come,
jz at d right time for him...so tat i can leave him in 2009!

they say im too stuborn...
they ask for a chance...they say they can replace...they say many thgs...
i really felt so touched...
i really felt so grateful...
i really wish i can accept...
i really wish!! :(
BUT
born wif the stuborn-ness of my daddy... :P (i jz realize where it came from too)
my brain refuses to forget...
my heart refuses to let go...
though i know very well...ths guy is not for me...
i guess more than 10pails of water i hv shed...
am i tired? yes!
but tears shed...bleeding stops...
d heart heals slowly...it keeps me sane!

:) my dears...
tq for liking me...
tq for ths miracle as...i use to tell my frens,
"God will not drop down guys for me from heaven tat will come knocking at my door all of a sudden"
but now i know HE WILL...
coz there came u guys!! :')
He will for me...n HE WILL for u too...
i believe every1 has their own some1 prepared by God.
i will not say...we are impossible...
coz ntg is impossible...
mayb u are d 1...
but right now...i guess,
my heart needs a rest.

you asked...y is he so special??...
honestly "i don't know!!"
i prayed for love...
n i fell in love...
i've waited for it so long in my life...
its lk cinderella, snow white n beauty
i felt lk im d princess when im wif him...
coz its love...
d love tat makes me feel lk a princess...
i guess...tat's y he's so special...

coz i love him! :(
well...

d clock strikes 12mn...

n now im back to who i really am...

i guess life has jz gotta go on... :(

so...

bag packed... adjusting my bag on my back*

im heading to d long highway...

no matter wat ... rain, snow, hot sun?

i hv it all in my bag, all tat is needed...together wif my secret weapon...

da da da da...my umbrella!!!  :P ella...ella...ella (hahaha*)
tq for stopping ur car...n offering me a ride...
but right now i would lk to take a walk...
scroll down n see d nature...
wud u lk to walk wif me?
i believe...man power is much needed in charity...they need a mummy n a "daddy"
join me please will u? :D

2010 mission :
i hope to serve...
1. st thomas more church
2. house of joy
3. the sick
i hope to give my family a better life...
1. brg mummy go shopping
2. settle a bit of daddy's burden
3. brg my bro n sisters go grab nice yummy expensive food :P
fingers crossed...God pls help me...
all i wanna do is to serve...
mr peter imran said "it will be a gd year for u!"
wow! u really do sound so sure of tat n i really do hope so!! wink*