The sun will come out someday...

life...
it use to be beautiful.
home...
it use to be a place where all problems would be gone.
happiness...
it use to be mine.

where do i go now?
where should i go??
they're finally getting a divorce...
a decision tat they made long long time ago
deep down, in their hearts...

why?? why is love so fragile?
why isit somethg tat one can forget n let go just lk tat?
what happen in between?
what happened to their love?
how will christmas be?
how will new year be?
how will chinese new year be?
where shall i go??
how will i ever get a chance to see my love ones gather?
...all whom i love...d only treasures tat i hv on earth
NOW i have nothing left...

i rmb...
how beautiful my life was...
will life be beautiful again?
will ppl stop leaving me?
why do i find happiness far from my reach?

i look at my patients...
yes, i find lots of strength in them...
but in the end...
i still cry myself to bed everynite
these tears...though its d opposite of happiness,
though they rob me off my smile,
they gave me strength...
they tell me... everythg's gonna be alright...

standing still,
i look to my right...
i look to my left...
i look back n hope there's somethg there...
somethg tat could at least support me for awhile,
or stay wif me till d sun comes out...
there's nothing there...
i look down,
my feet is stuck in d mud,
its dark everywhere...
n its raining...
izit showers of blessings?
after rain, should comes the sun n d rainbow rite?
i'll be waiting,
i'll be patient,
i will...

although its sunset now, i know tomorrow...d sun will rise again...

i love You, Jesus...