today...i really feel very fresh...feel lk...im finally awake!
im now in d oncology ward. d ward tat i really hope to be posted to after i graduate. ermm...many would really prefer not to be in ths ward...coz its really not easy for others to see ppl suffering.
today...a patient's husband ask us..."y did we choose to become a nurse" my answer was jz "coz i wanna take care of d sick". "aiyo...tat 1 is jz a very basic reason larr"...hahaha...feel so paiseh :P
true enuf...i was really naive to choose to become a nurse jz bcoz i wanna take care of d sick. ths sem its really kinda stressful...coz being a more senior student...ppl tend to expect alot more from us. n v ourselves or its me who really expect alot from myself. coz i know im gonna be a staff nurse soon. n when i fail...i will feel very down..."argh!!! im such a failure!!!"
God sent 2 angels to me today...they told me "its ok to fail! a person's success is not measured by how many times she made it...but how many times she stand up from her failures!" wow...all ths while its not tat i have never heard of ths...but ths time...i finally und d true meaning behind ths sentence.
i hope i will rmb it for d rest of my life...each n everytime i fail...i will stand up. n in d future...i hope i will still be happy each time i fail...learn from my mistake n get up...n smile proudly instead of sighs after sighs. n to those who simply scolds ppl...or who are rude...i hope tat i will learn patience. "getting scolded is good...if u dun get scolded it'll be worst...coz u won't learn anythg. by getting scolded u will learn." so...even by being treated unfairly...i hope i will learn PATIENCE in return!"
tq so much angels...it really feels lk u're sent to tell me ths msg. i hope u'll win ths battle n stay strong n happy...
* you will weep n mourn while d world rejoices; you will be sorrowful, BUT your grief will be turned into joy (Jn 16:20)
may God bless you always...
tq...for helping me to und wat i dun und n see thgs tat i can't see!
know tat...i'll always always always rmb wat u told me!
hi hi~ it's been quite some time since i have visited ur blog. and it has been encouraging to me, seeing how you have grown so much. keep in mind that how we see things may not be the same as how God will see it. hope to see you soon.. =)
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