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haiz...i knew it...yesterday there were so many labours...
today, we jz pukul lalat!! T.T no labours in d morning!! haiz....

:) but today...i met a really nice patient, who gave me a really nice compliment - "i like to see u...u gave me a very happy feeling with ur smile"...its a compliment tat i've been waiting unconciously lo! actually i din notice it myself, till today..."aikss...isn't wat she said almost d same as d dialog in d drama?" (huhuhu...so touching lar) i feel lk..."i did it! i did wat i wanted to do! i made it Lord! i know its not me...but You working through me!"
:) God bless u...n ur baby! (hope u'll have a smooth labour) "u really made ths day...a special day"

yea...taking care of d sick, making their day a better day, n supporting them was wat i wanted 2do...n y i choose nursing! haiz...i was so innocent rite? T.T how i wish im still tat innocent! :( surely sad/anger/stress will hv no space in my life!
but...everythg seems "worth it" now...at least for now! hopefully...when trouble/stress comes again...ths will heal all d hurts!

God bless u...every1...gdnite :)

with a new blog...hopefully its a new beautiful beginning

:) today...is really an awesome day to start ths new blog...
have had so much fun today...being in a delivery unit...i really wish i could share wat i've seen n experience...but most of all...i really wish...i will never forget ths wonderful feeling!
today...i've been posted to the labour ward...
what is it that i've seen?
1. of course...a new life coming into d world (whoa...u really feel so happy as if u're d mummy/daddy...till ur tears can jz burst out!!)
2. d joy of being a mother...after all d pain...once d baby came out...everythg seems to be worth it
3. d joy of being a father...(its so nice, so sweet to c them smilling all d way)
4. d hope of a new beginning n with a new family member in a family....d waiting...wow...it really seems lk a torture! its scary! :)
5. i'll never miss out d horror of d tear/artificial tear to deliver d baby...n also how it is stiched after delivery...(whoa...tat's really scary!! coz i can't imagine me being in tat position) 1st of all i really would die to go to a female gyneacologist! huhuhu...coz really paiseh lar... "huhuhu...thanks but no thanks...i dun wanna get married")

i actually watch only 2 deliveries today...
d 1st baby...a baby boy...he din cry much...most of d time he was jz looking ard...as if asking "where am i now? wow! i've come into d world! hey...whose tat man there? is tat my daddy? ohh...ths is surely my mummy...thx for bringing me into ths world...n so sorry for d pain u hv to go through jz now...i promise i'll be a gd boy k?" :p) he jz stop crying...when put into d mother's arms! ahhh...wat a nice feeling!
d 2nd delivery...ohh...i forgot 2 see d gender of d baby :( but ths baby looks very big...oh yea...its a japanese baby! i wonder is he/she consider a malaysian? hee...its so nice to see d daddy smilling secretly all d way u know? n when d baby came out...i can c he almost cried (aww...so sweet rite?) n d mummy...she's really a nice lady...even in pain...she can still smile! it gives me d feeling tat japanese ppl r very polite n sweet! (huhuhu...i wish i can visit japan now!!! :P) hymm...actually, i thk all daddies should be given a lecture on how to support d wife when she's delivering lar...hehe...i feel a bit dissapointed...coz i expected d mummy to hold d daddy's hand lk in d tv ma! :P but i believe kenot blame d daddy oso lar...coz poor thg...sure he's very nervous + scared + excited...till he don't even know wat he shud do! :) rite daddies?
congragulations all...n may God bless ur babies...
>.< gd nite